disappointed

Well, I guess it is not my time to have a puppy. I found a beautiful little black and white pitbull at an animal rescue (thank you Amanda) and I put in an application to adopt her. I was told she was still available and to be at the rescue Saturday at 11 to see her. Was there and another lady already had her on a leash and was filling out paperwork. We were very upset as we had already done the adoption paperwork yesterday, but I guess it was not to be. They tried to talk me into another dog but.......when you have your heart set on one pup you can't just turn it off. I guess God will let me know when it is time.... I hope it is soon because I really miss having dogs, their unconditional love keeps me going when times get emotionally tough.