2010, I can't believe I am writing that year! It seems so ancient, yet I feel so young! When I was a child my sister and I used to say "How old will we be in the year 2000?" and our thought would be "old, really old". I guess it felt that way back then. My cousin Ingrid sent me a link to the Blog that Kelley created about dealing with her thoughts and emotions after her beloved brothers untimely death, it made me both cry and laugh and made me with that blogs were around when my sister Paula went to be with God. Ingrid sent me a challenge, she said it's never too late to start something new, so here goes.
I missed her so much (and still do). I used to fool myself by saying that she was on another one of her trips and would be back soon and it made it easier for a while. But I had to come to the reality that she was gone, she wouldn't see my children grow up to be adults, they had lost their beloved auntie Poo and I sobbed. I felt my heart break and I thought I would never be whole again. But my faith in God and knowing that Paula is indeed where she belongs and where she wanted to be made it possible to keep moving forward with my life.
I know that many people loved Paula, she was a truly loving person who did not judge others and loved unconditionally.
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HI Kimberely! Mom, Dad and I are sitting right here reading your new blog! So exciting that it is contagious! We send our love to you! Sorry about the puppy. Love, Kelly, David and Vickey
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